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Divine Freedom
“So God created mankind in his own image, in the image of God he created them; male and female he created them. God blessed them and said to them, “Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky...
I started studying theology in kindergarten…
I sit in the hallway in the kindergarten, drinking hot tea from my travel mug and listening to audio material from my Bible school. Vince was able to start school with the guarantee that I could stay in the building every day, so if there is a need to do something...
Joy vs. happiness
I am in rush mode, so we can be on the road before the morning traffic jams. Inhaling with saline, putting bronchodilator into the tracheostomy tube, connecting the cough machine, suctioning, potty chair, suctioning, deflating the breathing support bag of the trach,...
God’s mercy for a lick and a promise
I stand on one foot and run hot water onto the other which is in the sink of the bathroom in the hospital ICU. I balance myself and giggle at the grotesque, twisted position and I enjoy getting clean with the help of a bathroom sink shoved into a ten square-feet area....
Purifying Word
We have been sitting at the dining table again for more than an hour. Vince keeps the food in his mouth for long minutes and each swallowing is a battle. I think about what I might be doing wrong, or in what area Vince should get more development. I am tired of...
Instead of chit-chat and small talk: Prayer!
In the past couple of years I have noticed that when I am with company, I am not the one who is the center of the conversation like I used to be. I’ve become the quiet one who observes. I thought this was a sign of depression. I kept questioning my attitude, and I...
Ask for wisdom!
„Keep me safe, my God, for in you I take refuge.” Psalms 16:1 We are in the hospital again. Vince had a laryngoscopy and other check-ups. I drag myself with sadness in the morning, I try to comprehend the diagnosis established by the doctors, according to which...
Conference call from Jesus
Vince is signaling that he would like to turn. I get up, turn him over, and as I lift him, I feel blood running down my legs. I get a clear head in a second thanks to my period, I quickly turn the baby monitor on, and I am off to take a shower at 4:30 in the morning....
What are you thankful for?
“Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 What are you thankful for? I am thankful, because Vince was so well all summer that I only had to suction secretion from his...
Non-stop harvest…
I woke up feeling tired, with the words echoing inside me that the head of the kindergarten threw at us: “we are sorry, all the places are filled up” … “we would like to start a new group, all the conditions are given, but we haven’t received the permission from our...
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