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“So I gave you a land on which you did not toil and cities you did not build; and you live in them and eat from vineyards and olive groves that you did not plant.” Joshua 24:13 Location: Philadelphia, USA Action: surgery for our little boy Vince on both his arms...
Mom reloaded?
What is this doing here? What’s this name for? What happened at the hospital? What did the doctors say? Did the spinal adjustment go well? How did he manage the flight? Did they say when they would take the trach out? And how are you doing? Can you rest and recharge a...
What is your heart like when you got to battle?
Rain drops are knocking on the window. Fall came so fast this year! A few weeks ago we were at the beach with Vince. We held a swimming competition in the pool, played cards at the food stand; we ate fried fish, lángos and ice cream. Just like any other family. Then...
You can diet, but I have other plans for you…
I will get healed! I will put down the steroids! I will change my lifestyle! I will diet and I will do yoga! That’s it for you arthritis! An autoimmune disease? Not a problem, it is just like the gadgets we add the smart label to; nowadays the trendy thing in...
No Smell of Sweat
We are on the road again. Location: Hamburg airport. We went to a hospital checkup, to get to Vince’s spinal rod adjusted and to have a consultation. I zigzag among the passengers. On the outside I differ from the others, because instead of a trolley bag I push a...
Glorifying shower
I know it sounds strange, but when I went through my greatest struggles during our hospital stays, that’s when I felt closest myself to God. Even today if someone calls me from a hospital desperately, I can pray with such joy in my heart, because I have experienced...
In God’s caring hands…
We are traveling. We are seeing doctors again. On the way to the airport I pray in the car: "Dear Heavenly Father! Please bless us! Lord, please protect Vince. No matter what happens up high, be there with us Dear Jesus Christ! Hold us in your Hands, because You are...
What do you feed your soul with?
One day a mom was calling me crying from a hospital; the topic was tube feeding. Her child struggles with swallowing, they were sent to the hospital, and tube feeding came up as an option. Vince spent the first year of his live eating like this. I stuck a little tube...
You are part of a divine plan!
“As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, my God!” Psalms 42:1 Have you ever felt that everything is place? Have you ever tasted God’s peace which calms your heart and you know that everything is perfectly well the way it is in your life? If...
Grace locked in a cast
“Blessed is the one whom God corrects; so do not despise the discipline of the Almighty. For he wounds, but he also binds up; he injures, but his hands also heal.” Job 5:17-18 My son is getting a cast on his leg. He was sitting in his sitting corset at kindergarten...


